Life in spiral (faetal) wrote,
Life in spiral


The worst part is how it haunts my dreams. So much in my life I’ve been able to get over. So many things I’ve dealt with and come out the other side...
but the lasting effects of this, haunt me. Not in the way you’d think either. No, the dreams probably are symptomatic of some sort of delusional thought process. Instead of eternally paying my debt for my wrongs, in the dreams everyone is suddenly much more rational and understanding. And even so, I am so nervous and so afraid of them. So injured that I can’t even begin to rebuild... and so I run.

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