Tonight his breathing makes a gentle pop sound with each inhale.i won't sleep until the noise stops, but I don't have the heart to wake him so he can reposition.
Tonight felt bad and heavy. It felt confusing and upsetting.
I've felt valid in my immaturity and my interest in ignoring my emotional health, but times are changing.
I just don't think I can feel the full brunt of the feelings get without completely breaking again.
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